13 June 2014. Keep an open mind.

AT LEAT I FINISHED IT!! . I usually upload these ropleplay/story drawings on the same day as full moon, but i didn´t had the photographs to draw over (i use them as reference), so when my friend passed them to me, i started doing this. 


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Before i start with my story, i have to warn you that, even though im good at english (and actually im studying to do the Cambridge B2 level exam), i can make some minor mistakes.

"Im making new REAL friends, or maybe it is better to say i´ve made the friendship some years ago, even before that nameless bastard left me (seriously, im really FREE now withouth him). But only a month ago i knew new people, and we are like a family group now.

When we gave a surprise reunion to one of our friends (because he was at home for two months with allergy), i managed to knew the new people. And i got a very deep friendship with a girl named Carolina, 33 years old. We can talk about our emotions and secrets, we can feel as ourselves with the others. We help each other, we are there for the group, and the group is there for us.

But one thing was getting me nervous, one thing that the other people of the group found about me two years ago.
But Carolina didn´t knew that part of me. I knew that, sooner or later she will had to know... but... what if she wasn´t open minded?.... very open minded...

Anyways, keeping a secret like that to a very close friend made me very nervous, i had to tell her, to show... but how? 
The full moon day, the two of us arranged a meeting in the center of the city, the initial idea was to look for items that could serve us for our costumes, and off course talking and wandering around. Only the two of us, the better way of knowing the other person better. 

I was so nervous that i even carried my amulet, the one i only needed for provocating self "humanoid-like" werewolf transformation. Because when i´m nervous and dont have the amulet, i can control myself better now (that means not hurting others), is a mixture between human and animal mind, very difficult to explain the feelings.

But that night, even before 12 o`clock, i began to transfrom. 

WHAT THE HELL!?

The nervousness increased a lot. SHE COULDN´T SEE ME LIKE THAT, IM NOT PREPARED...

Before she could see me, i frantically ran across the streets, in fear, avoiding open areas and going into dark alleys. When she noticed, started looking and calling for me. She followed the path guiding herself by one of my shoes, that was ripped off in the ground. Heard me crying and yelling and ran, entering into the alley. When she saw me, she was speechless.

Her mind was totally black, the only thing she could do was looking at me, paralyzed and keeping a distance, but withouth moving.

I tried to spoke to her as the transformation followed. With a hoarsed voice and teary eyes: i whispered 

-p.... please... dont panic... dont go... its... its me...

She walked backwards a bit when i hold her arm. 

When i hugged her, completely transformed, i was just hearing her heartbeat and try to calm both of us down.

-Dont... dont leave me... i said in tears. Im not going to hurt you...

Then softly, i noticed she started to calm down, and she started to stroke my chest.

We passed a time togheter, looking at each other, it was like she was accepting that fact, even though it was incredible to accept."